I have no CAR!

Do you know how hard it is to not have a vehicle?  I know in this eco-friendly day and age it is unAmerican to drive a car, but some cities down have public transportation.  I know the next excuse is why don't you ride a bike or walk?  I have to far to go to do either.  I am a prisoner in my own home.  Worse yet I am now the 33 year old equavelant to a fifth or sixth grader waiting for his mommy to pick him up.  How incredibly pathetic!!!!  I know that I shouldn't let things get to me this badly, the thing is I am an Anxiety ridden over stressed blow hard!  How can I not let THIS get to ME!  Do not get me wrong, I am thankful that no one was hurt in the accident that totalled our primary vehicle.  I thank God every day for that.  I am also thankful for GAP Insurance because they paid off said vehicle. (Seriously, Gap people if you are reading this, I will totally be a paid indorsee.  PLEASE)  That's beside the point.  What pretell is  the point you might ask?  Actually there really probably isn't one.  I being the man I am just want to vent.  "Sound my barbaric YAWP" if you will.  I want someone to hear me and say, I have been there too.  I know how you feel.  It will most likely get better.

Okay, let's face it.  That last phrase is a loud of balarky.  For the past, let's say six years, things just keep piling and piling on our family.  Everyone(and I do mean everyone) keeps saying "IT WILL GET BETTER"  but exactly when?  I mean six years and still no real sign of getting better.  Once again I'm venting.  I know that we have been working hard to change things, and they will I just have to be Patient.  O Lord, Patient!  That's got to be tomorrow's topic.